🕗 8:00 PM. The evening after dinner.
They walked to take in the view after meals. From the roof, one could see a magnificent city scene at night. Although the weather has been getting colder in the evenings in recent weeks, winter is not far off. The city skyline remained brilliant. It was a beautiful sight.
"I've never been here before."
Haruko was amazed.
"Yet in vain," he replied, adding, "It's worth visiting."
They are standing in the open air, gazing at the starry sky. There's no one around. The only sound is the soft rustle of the wind. It is a moment of serenity and quiet amid life's craziness. It's a chance to unwind and take breaks, something we all need occasionally.
I feel relaxed in the tranquility. I admit it.
"Whenever I am in silence, I enjoy listening to it," Madara stated. "Coming here is something I do frequently."
"Alone?" I inquired with curiosity. "What about your pals or... someone else?" I mock.
He cast a sly look at me and smiled. "What is your point? Is it your intention to find out if I have a girlfriend?"
"You're a true officer. You are aware of my thinking ahead of time." I burst out laughing.
"So you're on your own, wolf. That's incredible." I commented and winked at him.
"Are you sure?" Did you decide to answer your question for me?" he says, surprised.
"That's obvious," I remarked, turning to face him. Then I lifted my head and looked up at the sky.
Madara simper at her.
"It is adorable here." I frowned a little.
He locked his gaze on Haruko, examining every inch of her body.
I noticed that something was bothering her. She's adorable and tense at the same time. That makes her seem almost fragile. A polite smile can be a great way to disguise any negative emotions a person may be experiencing. There is sadness behind her laughter, but she is denying it. I'd like to know what's happening in your life, honey. He thought.
"What's troubling you?" He asks.
"Not at all. There is nothing wrong. Just a flood of recollections." I grinned slightly.
He suddenly moved in close and murmured into my ear. "I hope they were pleasant."
"Oh, that's ticklish." My spine shivers as I say this. I chuckled and glared at Madara. "Which role are you playing - the tempter, or are you the tempter yourself?" I tease.
"Do you want to try me?" he announced.
"Maybe." This word slipped out of my mouth by accident. My heart began to beat frantically.
I'm not myself when I'm in his presence. But I hardly know this handsome guy... I've never been in a long-term relationship where I've felt such a strong attraction. I didn't even have a love relationship. What is it exactly? Could it be a flash of sympathy or a brief flutter of sexual interest? I wanted to know.
For a moment, he ran his fingers through my hair and tucked a strand behind my ear.
Involuntarily, I awoke from my inner monologue with a shudder.
"Haruko," he said in a gentle voice. His tone is very delightful when he says my name.
"I'm not trying to cover up my intentions. But you are hiding them. Will you tell me why? What is the reason? Do you have a boyfriend? If so, that would explain everything. But first, how about you show me your boundaries?"
"Boundaries?" I said confusedly. His eyes were still fixed on mine.
"Exactly. I prefer to follow my rules, but how about you? Being experienced gives you an understanding of what you want and will not tolerate." He acknowledged.
It seems as if my mouth is suddenly dry. Should I tell him the truth? That's everything...
That I... - He cut into my thoughts.
"Or are you a virgin, and this is your first time?" Madara probed.
My stomach clenched, and I looked away without saying a word. You can't keep anything from a cop, as they say... I thought. My cheeks burned with embarrassment.
"That's what I assumed." He stated seductively, and then he delicately moved my jaw to his side, forcing me to look him in the eyes once again. Surprised, I tense.
"You're a precious little angel with nothing to be ashamed of. Besides," he steps nearer to me and murmurs.
"It's very fascinating to me. My obsession with something worth trying is driving me crazy. Whenever I want something, I always get it."
I listened to his breathing and thinking. There was a sound of smug satisfaction in his tone. When he touches me, I can't think straight...Good, God! He's so self-righteous.
For a brief moment, I came to my senses.
"You have a lot of charm, which I love, and I get your hint."
Haruko finally got the words out.
"Having aroused your sexual desire is a pleasant feeling. However, I don't know you well enough to go that far." I shyly blurted it. Even though, in my imagination, I had crossed every barrier I had previously set.
He smirked in response. "It's fixable. How about we meet again? In a more pleasant setting and...- " He ran his finger down my hot cheek to remove an interfering hair, then resumed.
" - And get to know each other better if you don't mind?" His expression was very gentle, and his gaze was mellow.
I believe he sees right through me. There's something about Madara that tempts me. How does he get me so sucked in? An enjoyable aspect of him is his ego. He looks pretty domineering, expecting people to comply with his demands. It's thrilling to see this behavior.
My heart skips a beat.
"Relax, I will not cross the line until you want me to." He reassured me and leaned in closer.
"I..."
Haruko bites her lip reckon. What if I push you to go over the line?
"You have a wonderful scent, Haruko." He tipped his head and dug his nose into my hair.
Her hair smells of roses. The perfume she used left a lingering but not overpowering aroma on her. He ponders.
"There is something else I want to do now," Madara said and wrapped one arm around my waist, and his other hand moved across my cheek.
I'm physically attracted to this lovely lady because of her hot body. But my sex drive needs to be controlled. He thought to himself.
He was extremely close to me.
"Your lower lip looks juicy." He observed. Madara's eyes sparkled, and he leaned in. His lips were about to press against mine. Is this happening really? I was so dizzy.
I looked at him and became numb. He wants to kiss me... His breath landed on my mouth. In anticipation, I held my air and covered my eyelids. Waiting for a...-
"Ah!" Haruko shouted.
I jumped because my phone suddenly started ringing. I forgot to put it on mute.
"Oh! Curse this telephone!" I rasped and quickly pulled it out of my purse. When I saw who was calling, my eyes widened, and I swiped quickly to reject the connection.
"Goddamn, this number!" I blustered. Nevertheless, Madara was able to see the contact's name.
"Old creep" was the nickname of the caller.
I dropped the call and immediately moved it from my sight.
Crap! You ruined all the moment... where the hell did you come from in the first place?! She thinks angrily.
"Quite an unusual contact name ..." he laughs and ruminates.
That phone call, though, reduced my ardor. When it comes to sex, sometimes I can go off the rails. That's how I feel around this hottie. I need to redirect my mind right now because I got carried away. But ... I am afraid it's too late. It happened at an inopportune time.
"It's a long story." In frustration, I rolled my eyes.
I am responding to his previous question. "I don't mind seeing you, but it's just that I'm in difficult circumstances right now. Could you possibly drive me home right now, Madara?" With hesitation, I asked.
"Of course," he replied softly and thought. There's something strange going on here.
He didn't want to ask her any more questions now. Haruko looked upset and disturbed. She pulled out her mobile and shut it off. "I have to go to the restroom." She muttered this as she walked past him.
"I'll be waiting for you in the car." He glanced at her and left. "Fuck!" he declares, covering his face. I also need to visit the washroom due to another big problem, and it's in my pants. Because of my high libido, I get fired up fast.
Madara became pretty damn turned on and took care of it.
Haruko ran into the restroom and closed the door behind her. She tilted her head against the wall, sighed heavily, and began to sob. "Damn! Hell! Shit!" She hissed and gritted her teeth.
"My life is awful. I'm so ridiculous. I'm only twenty years old and hate my life already." I snorted while peering into the mirror and pretending to cheer."That silly smile is always fake." I mewled. "No one cares what's really in my heart. Nobody gives a crap. Why did he call... Have I not made myself clear? What the fuck do they want from me?! Why don't I have the right to choose? Was I born to serve? No way! We all have the right to make our own choices and decisions in life. Why does everyone regard me as a toy? Wait, who am I kidding?" My voice trembled. "Nobody gives a damn. Just accept this, Haruko. Just take it for granted." For a little moment, I faltered, and then it hit me. "Just - Take - It - For - Granted. Period!"
The overwhelming emotions and painful tears flowed in floods. She cried her eyes out. Haruko was feeling very miserable.
I wiped away my tears. "Okay, I need to calm down and control myself. I'm sure Madara will see that I was crying. I don't want him to. I can't discuss it with him." I exhaled and washed my face.
She pulled the eye drops out of her purse.
"These should help me fast get rid of red eyes. Ow! I hate this." I blinked a few times and returned my gaze to the mirror. "Good! I'm fresh and easy again!"
Haruko smiled and exited.
Madara was sitting in the car, thinking. It's been about 20 minutes now. The phone call made her angry. What skeletons does she have in her closet? She may be embarrassed or ashamed of these secrets or frightened of hurting the other people involved. It's a tricky time, so it makes sense that she could be feeling overburdened. There's something mysterious about her...Haruko may have a dark past or an agenda, or she may be a regular girl with some things she isn't ready to share. Anyway, she is intriguing!
His thoughts were interrupted by Haruko, who opened the car door.
"I'm sorry it took me so long." I quickly sit up and take my eyes off him so he doesn't notice anything.
"My love, what's the matter?" Madara joked.
"Wha?" My jaw dropped. I was taken aback by his words and stared in his direction. Okay, I'll play along with you. I think. "No comment, sexy policeman, just hit the gas." I giggled.
He chuckles heartily. "I like your sense of fun, Haruko."
"I enjoy yours as well. However, your humor is sometimes too filthy." I guffawed.
"Correct. That's just how I am." Smiling, he holds out his car keys to start it.
"I hope you weren't bored waiting for me." I wondered with amusement.
"N-no, absolutely not.." He responded awkwardly. His head accidentally bumped into the steering wheel after he dropped the car keys under his feet. "Damnit!" he nagged.
"Ouch!" Haruko cringed when she saw him bump.
"Careful, Madara. It must have hurt." I said and placed my hand on top of his head. He halted a little and raised his eyes to her.
I resumed, "You look a bit agitated. Something happened while I was away?"
It's what I'm supposed to ask. Have we switched personalities or something? Madara thought.
"Don't worry, darling, I'm good." He took my hand in his and smiled.
I looked at him with a confused expression, and after a second, I averted my gaze and thought, Why do I feel so uncomfortable now, like I'm naked in front of him?
"So where was I?" Madara continued, "I cum... -" pretends to cough "- I came... " - cough, " - "Sorry, I choked. I came from the store." I nearly said I cum. Jesus, what's wrong with me?
"Oh, that's nice; what did you buy?" I questioned.
"You're right, that was nice." Madara blurted. What did I say? He complained and began to recall. What was I thinking when I said that... I didn't buy anything, babe. To fulfill my need, I jerked off thinking about you. I imagined the curves of your naked body, the flavor of your lips against mine, the sound of your loud moaning, the way you taste, and so much more.
*NOTE: "Fantasy " picture is available on Pixiv CH 5
Madara's Imagination:
He mutters to himself. I've got to stop this. I'm acting like a filthy animal. We're talking about grocery shopping now. I don't know what's making me nervous. Maybe it's because there are no signs of this damn grocery... God, I'm ridiculous. I had no idea I was a lousy liar until now.
"I bought a bottle of wine-- " he turned his head and checked the floor of the car, searching for the fucking bottle.
"Wine?" I drawled.
"Did I say wine? No, I meant a bottle of water." He rummaged in the back of the car. Madara stammered, sweating.
"Here. See?" He lifted it to show me. It's good that I have at least something at the back of my car. He sighs.
I glanced at it. "Oh, but it's almost empty. Do you drink 1.5 liters of water at one time?" I sneered.
"Yes, I was so thirsty. Just like now," Madara said and finished the bottle.
Fuck... That was the stupidest thing I've ever said. Why does this dialogue go like this? Is it just me, or does everything I talk about, think about, and try to avoid ending up with the topic of sex anyway? Does that mean I'm a hopeless case? He reflected and threw the empty bottle on the backseat.
Haruko began to giggle.
"For some reason, you're acting so sweet." I gave him a kind grin.
It's all because you're the reason I am sexually satisfied. He concluded his thought and mumbled. "There's nothing sweeter than you." The car starts moving.
"By the way, can you turn on the radio? I'd want to listen to some music." I announced.
"Why not? It's a good idea; maybe it will distract me." Madara turned it on and hit the music with words:
[ Let's go all the way
Let's do it all day
Let's do whatever we want
Let's turn out the lights
Let's do it all night
Let's do it as long as we want
Let's fuck
Let's fuck
Let's fuck ]
🎵 Song: Dope - Let's fuck
"Holy shit." They were both dumbfounded. "Oh, come on! You've got to be kidding me."
He shut it off and argued. "And the radio, too!" Madara does a facepalm. 🤦♂️ "I take it back. It was a bad idea." He stared stone-faced ahead.
Haruko flushed.
"I changed my mind. You stated previously that you enjoy listening to silence. It makes sense now." I said embarrassedly, looking out the window. It's all so awkward and weird.
"There's nothing better than listening to silence." - Muttered Madara. Now, I need to stop talking.
After 3 minutes, when they passed a few kilometers, Haruko peeked at him with a relieved face. After that call, he didn't seem to pay close attention to my behavior. Great. I don't want to make him uncomfortable.
She slumped back in the seat and closed her eyes for the next few moments.
Uchiha regained his composure and studied her as she let her guard down.
It's all written on her face. Her mind was somewhere else. Haruko appears most vulnerable in that state. She can't hide her real feelings from me, no matter how hard she tries. Well, she doesn't want to touch the issue. I won't push it, at least not yet.
He glanced earnestly at the road, and they drove away.
